And so I find myself on 13 days past retrieveal, which mean sthat AF would be due on Wednesday this week. I have my doubts that she will appear because No. 1….get this….I *think* i’m pregnant and No. 2….I’m on Estro.gen and Prog.esterone so that’ll keep her away for a while anyway…I think?

My blood test will be done at about 9:30’ish on Friday and so I should know at about 10:30 the latest, we will wait at the clinic for the results as hopefully they’ll need to give me more prog.esterone for the next 8 weeks (yeah, I’m begging for cylco.gest – have I lost my mind completely??). After that we will off to the Nat.al Mid.lands for the weekend to attend a wedding on Saturday night, we will stay Friday and Saturday and return on Sunday, hopefully it’ll be a really good weekend apposed to a really shitty one. I’ll admit, the timing is NOT perfect at all but this is one of the things we cannot plan for. I am hoping that I wont spend the weekend in a puddle of tears!

So by Friday I will be 14dp3dt which makes it 17 days past retrieval…that’s a damn long wait if you ask me!!

Okay so, let me tell you why (whispering) *I think I’m pregnant*…

  1. I’m feeling different, I have a good feeling for a change, I just think I am…
  2. My boobs have really expanded their horizons, for once my hubby told me that my boobs look different – to put it into his words “huge”….nice one, so much for “no, your boobs don’t look different…”
  3. I am getting wierd feeling pains in my boobs, sort of like a sticth shooting from the top to my nipple and then just like that, it’s gone. My boobs are sore on the outside but not my nipple and not all the time…
  4. I am feeling quite bloated but that could also be because I’m still battling with my tummy…constipation central!
  5. I have spots ever popping up on my face, so much so that Frank is starting to call me “bumpy”
  6. My mom says that her “flower cards” say that there is a new arrival on it’s way…I don’t believe in that stuff but we’ll see if she’s right…
  7. I just feel strange….no signs of AF as yet but like I said before, I think the meds should keep her away…

And that’s it, nothing really concreate to go on and I have been known to be wrong about it before, it could all be hormones or pre-AF symptoms. I am trying to stay positive and am feeling much better than I expected to at this point, even Frank commented that he thought I’d be worse….4 more sleeps to go!!

It helps that little Bumble thinks I am too, it’s helps to have everyone’s good feelings all thrown into one! Bumble also wants to know if I am tempted to POAS and it would be easy, at least I would know, but there is a little part of me that is scared that it’s bad news so I’ll keep my promise and wait until my beta, we’ve come this far, what’s another few days?

So with that, we’re still waiting…

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